To find God, we must look within our hearts and search the depths of our souls, for God is the life within us. Without God, there would be no life. Everything in the universe comes from God, and all must return to Him. That is the reason why so many people feel frustrated and lost—because they are looking for God in all the wrong places. And some do not really know what is missing in their lives; they only know that something is missing.
an excerpt from the book
“Awaken from Darkness: By The Transforming Light of Love” by Magdalene Patricia Balloy is a deeply personal spiritual memoir that chronicles a lifetime journey of faith, healing, suffering, transformation, and divine encounter. Proudly published by Citi of Books, the book is now available on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and other major retail platforms.
Magdalene Patricia Balloy (known also as Madelene) was born on the island of Granada, British West Indies. Her childhood was one of deprivation and abuse. Awaken from Darkness is a chronological and inspirational record of Magdalene’s life journey, beginning with an out-of-body death experience, when Jesus, in a glowing robe of pure light, appeared to her. She describes in detail all that has transpired since that phenomenal experience and relates everything of substance in her life’s journey since that miraculous “born-again” occurrence. Awaken from Darkness relates Magdalene’s personal and intimate story of life challenges, defeats, triumphs, and accomplishments.
She lives in Palm Desert, California, and is the mother of one daughter, two sons, (one is in heaven now with his dad, Arthur, her husband) She has two granddaughters, and four great-grandchildren. She’s a published poet, an active member of Sacred Heart Church. She served as a volunteer on the chaplaincy team at Eisenhower Medical Center. And, as a chairperson for Magnificat a Ministry to Catholic Woman.

Magdalene has now retired from all ministries because of her failing health. Nevertheless, her journey continues daily, with Jesus, as she merges with Him, into the purifying light of God’s unconditionally Love.
More than an autobiography, the book serves as a testimony of how one woman emerged from childhood abandonment, emotional wounds, family struggles, and spiritual emptiness into a profound relationship with God.
The narrative begins with a life-changing experience that forever altered Balloy’s understanding of faith. Following what she describes as a deathlike, out-of-body encounter with Jesus Christ, she embarked on a decades-long spiritual journey that reshaped every aspect of her life. From that moment forward, she sought to understand God’s purpose, embrace His unconditional love, and share that message with others.
Blending memoir, spiritual reflection, poetry, personal visions, family history, and Christian teachings, Awaken from Darkness offers readers an intimate look into one woman’s quest for healing and spiritual awakening. Throughout the book, Balloy consistently emphasizes hope, forgiveness, perseverance, and the transformative power of God’s love.
The memoir also serves as a message of hope. Regardless of how difficult her circumstances became, Balloy continually returns to the conviction that God’s love is greater than suffering, disappointment, and fear. Her story encourages readers to believe that healing, forgiveness, and personal transformation remain possible even after years of pain.
Most importantly,“Awaken from Darkness: By The Transforming Light of Love” resonates because it speaks to a universal human longing: the desire to find meaning, purpose, love, and peace amid life’s struggles. Through her extraordinary spiritual journey, Magdalene Patricia Balloy reminds readers that even the darkest seasons of life can become pathways toward hope, healing, and light.
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